This is going out to Roderick. I think writing this poem has enabled me to move on. I will cherished our "moments" together but for now a sad goodbye will do....
Goodbye, Roderick

Playing Games

Where do I begin to let go?
To let go of this painful game that we played
How can I be so blind?
Why couldn't I see through you?
All the promises I fell for
Now all I feel is this emptiness building inside of me
How can you do this to me?
I gave it all to you
Did I deserve all of this pain?
I could not even begin to say how it hurts
I feel as though you took a part of me away
Why do I even let you get to me?
I should just walk away and never look back!
Yet it is easier said than done
I really hate to say goodbye
But I think that is the best thing I can do for us
They say if you really care about someone, set them free
If they come back, it was meant to be……