Love of mentor lost and true love gained.

i need you, need you
more than ever tonight
death has drowned me
i need help to fight
these feelings i don't remember
are worse than i've known
so let your loving arms surround me
take me back to my home
be my guardian
angel of my love
yet help me through this
my sadness i cannot rise above
can you help me
can you understand
anger, resentment
this claw-fingered hand
is drawing blood
and my soul does bleed
your gentle comforting
is what i need
let me drown
in that sweet caring kiss
and forget to cry
for those i miss
let not these tears
flood from my eyes
gentle blood laden rain
'tis that which i despise
your tender gaze
upon me set
my loving angel
help me forget.